29 September 2007
Sudah dua minggu sejak acara nonton kami yang kubilang cukup sukses. Entah mengapa ia tak menghubungiku lagi.
Padahal `acara malam` itu begitu sempurna. Dengan sengaja kupilih filem yang cukup menakutkan, hingga aku punya kesempatan untuk berteriak manja dan menempelkan badanku ke dadanya. Kupikir `ekspresi` ketakutanku pasti terlihat `natural` karena seumur hidup aku tak pernah nonton filem horror
(menyebalkan! besar sekali harga yang harus kubayar untuk menjerat lelaki ini. Aku akan pastikan aku gak akan rugi dalam permainan ini!).
Hehehe aku bangga sekali sebagai perempuan, melihatnya tersiksa sepanjang filem berlangsung.
Aku bisa merasakan `J` benar2 tegang seperti anak panah yang siap melesat dari busurnya. Tapi kelanjutan dari cerita itu ternyata ga sesukses bayanganku. Dia memang terlihat terengah2 bernafas saat filem berakhir. Tapi hanya itu. Dengan gaya `gentle` , yang benar2 gak pas kubutuhkan saat ini, dia tak sedikitpun mengambil kesempatan sepanjang sisa malam itu hingga saat mengantarkanku ke depan pintu apartemenku.
Aku kesal sekali, tak pernah ada laki2 yang tak menghubungiku lagi setelah pertemuan pertama. Aku bener2 terdesak, hingga tak menggubris `ego perempuanku` terpaksa aku kirimkan `hadiah kecil` untuknya lewat teman sekantornya. Kalau dia cukup `gentle`, dia pasti akan terpaksa datang mengucapkan terimakasih, karena no hp yang kuberikan padanya telah sengaja aku matikan selama seminggu ini.
You are extremely kissable. People dream about and enjoy kissing you.
You are definitely attractive, and you have an interesting mix of sexiness and cuteness.
Ever since you were born, you've always been able to assert yourself.
Outward appearances are very important to you. You do your best to look good and have an attractive home.
Your attitude toward sex is healthy, safe, and sane.
You are highly intelligent, especially in areas that deal with concrete knowledge and facts.
You are very quick to forgive your family for wrongdoings. You don't expect them to be perfect, and you try to help them out whenever it's possible.
In some aspects of your life, you can be very self reliant.
You're the girl most guys can't get out of their heads
Admit it, you can seduce practically anyone. And sometimes you try just for fun.
You're a youthful spirit, and your energy is infectious.
Your power color: red 
You are very well liked, and many people admire you.
Damn! You are one hot number. You have a lot of sex appeal.
You are simple, modern and elegant. 
A total shining star with a ton of admirers
You're quick witted and fast to act.
Your Body Is a Wonderland by John Mayer
The Artist
Crafty and creative, you are able to adapt freely to almost any situation.
You are truly an amazing kisser. Your kisses are extraordinarily mind blowing.
Outgoing
You've got that spark - a good dose of intensity, power, and determination.
You are quite the flirt, but you don't flirt with just anyone.
You're all about flirting and fun, but you often give guys the wrong idea
You are definitely a PMS disaster!
You can handle almost any social situation with grace, even the tricky ones.
You aren't as hard to deal with as some girls
Men notice you light years before you notice them
You aren't the cleanest person in the world, but you're definitely not a slob.
Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy.
You're pretty spoiled, but you probably don't think you're spoiled enough.
You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires.
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