“If i were to ever lose you……i would turn into a star and shine on you. Even on a night when my smile is wet with tears…..i’ll always and forever be with you. It’s not about dependence or weakness…it’s just that I love you!” (by Mika Nakashima)

Song : Yuki no Hana

Nobita kake wo hodou ni narabe
Yuuyami no naka wo kimi to aruiteru
Te wo tsunaide itsuma demo zutto
Soba ni ireta nara nake chaukurai

Kaze ga tsumetaku natte
Fuyu no nioi gashita
Soro soro kono machi ni
Kimi to chikadukeru kisetsu ga kuru

Kotoshi, saisho yuki no hana wo

Futari yori sotte
Nagameteiru kono toki ni
Shiawase ga afuredasu
Amaeto ka yowasa ja nai
Tada, kimi wo aishiteru
Kokoro kara sou omotta

Kimi ga iru to donna koto demo
Korikireru you na kimochi ni natteru
Konna hibi ga itsuma demo kitto
Tsuduiteku koto wo inotte iru yo

Kaze ga mado wo yurashita
Yoru wa yuri okoshite
Donna kanashii koto mo
Boku ga egao he to kaete ageru

Mai ochite kita yuki no hana ga
Mado no soto zutto
Furi yamu koto wo shirazu ni
Bokura no machi wo someru
Dare ka no tame ni nani ka wo
Shitai to omoeru no ga
Aito iu koto wo shitta

Moshi, kimi wo ushinatta to shita nara
Hoshi ni natte kimi wo terasu darou
Egao mo namida ni nureteru yoru mo
Itsumo itsudemo sobani iru yo

Kotoshi, saisho no yuki no hana wo
Futari yori sotte
Nagameteiru kono toki ni
Shiawase ga afuredasu
Amaeto ka yowasa ja nai
Tada, kimi to zutto
Kono mama isshou ni itai
Sunao ni sou omoeru

Kono machi ni furi tsu motteku
Masshiro na yuki no hana
Futari no mune ni sotto omoida wo egakuyo
Kore kara mo kimi to zutto…

14 Oktober 2008

Halo yang di Jepang, apa kabar? udah mau masuk winter yaaa abis gini?

Hmmm napeh jadi melloww yaa kalo inget autumn, rasanya itu musim yang tepat bwat nangis22 an kek di pilem dorama. Yeihh yang paling aku seneng dari musim ini, aku bisa mulai pake sepatu boot ku. Ternyata kenangan itu paling asik kalo cuman pas nyeritainnya aja, en mungkingg pas ngejalaninnya beneran nyumpah22 kali ya. Jadi inget nyuci akbar di dinginnya hari. Sangking malesnya, itu cucian 3 minggu bisa ampe muat 1 koper yg isi 30 kilo. Berhubung dryer di apato rada mahal en ga cepet kering, jadi biasanya musti ke tempat nyuci di mall. Kebayang deh, diliatin orang, mana bueeerattt beneran itu koper.

Yang paling seru sih ikutan juhachi kippu an, menyasarkan diri bersama. Yeihhh berhubung sodara aye yg bayarin, dia paling demen nyuruh kite kite semua ikutan pake kerudung, biar die ada temennya kalo pas dipelototin ama orang yg rada ajaib di jalan. Well, walo orang22nya cenderung cuek ama apapun gaya dandan kita, secara cewek di sana seh biasa beneran bergaya se ajaib mungkinggg. Yang paling bikin kagum tuh, mereka bisa niat pake short pendekkkk beneran ama boot 15 cm di tengah dinginnya salju, cuman buat jalan22 ke tempat yg rada mirip22 kek hiking. Kebayang kan…..berhiking ria pake galah. TEOPE BEGETE!

yeihhh HIDUP BDAG!! Biar Dingin Asal GAya! HIDUP BGAS!!…….Biar Gempor Asal SEKSEH!!

Talking about senjata ampuh, akyu cuman mau cerita penemuanku yang menurutku paling berguna banget. Biasanya kalo pas ganti musim, kulitku sering kering ga jelas kek uler yang mo ganti kulit. Nah yang bikin bete tuh, aku kan ikutan perawatan kulit di klasik bintaro (okehhh sekarang baru nyadar…. beneran horor oyyy, kebayang kulit bisa ampe merah kek sapi panggang. mana perih pulak!), jadi suka sering keabisan bekel perlengkapan perang dari jakarta. Nah one day, aku nyoba pake ini………..ennnn TERNYATA DAHSYAT! well, ampe sekarang pun jadinya aku tetep pake.

(welehhhh mustinya suamiku bersyukur beneran tuh, istrinya ga perlu ngabisin duit banyak bwat perawatan. MURAH en efeknya lebih inyak22 ketimbang pake produk yg mahal bermerek atopun yg sejenis…. kek olay en the gang……..hikss keknye kulitku beneran kulit murahan oyyyy!!………DASAR WANITA MURAHAN!! hiks)

Dohhh sebenernya hari ini aku cuman mau cerita penemuan baruku. Tapi berhubung di kepala banyak bener yang mau aku ceritain, jadi yaa gado-gado drehh mode hari ini : ON!

Hari ini dimulai ama silat bentaran, ama temen aye. Secara dia dengan nyolotnya ngomong, kalo aye manfaatin senyum aye, bwat nyelesaiin semua urusan kantor. Wuuuuuuuuu SAMBER GLEDEKK!!. Well, aku emang bukan tipe yang sok mandiri. Tapi apa yang salah, dengan senyum saat meminta tolong? Wajar tho, kalo kita minta tolong, yaa musti dimanis22 in. Salah dia sendiri, ngomong ama bagian logistik pake gaya rese’, jelas aja ga bakalan dikerjain ama mereka.

Yeihhh ini namanya GIRL POWER!……..memanfaatkan segala resources termasuk senyum…..tapi pan aye juga punya otak juga lah. (wuuuuu ke jurang aja drehh sana!)

We all know that God made a man first as a sketch, a rehearsal, and a woman was his perfection. So what are those advantages over man, about which a real woman should never stop reminding herself?

Women’s character is a store of virtues. Women love to make an impression, but they’re never as showing off as man are. The reason is that females know that there are no real results on the surface. So while a man gets a vision of having what he wants, a woman gets what she wants. But still she’s so selfless, so self-sacrificing. Yes, she will sacrifice everything to get what she needs. The question is only in methods of approaching to the aim, and what those methods are like.

(wehehehe akyu paling seneng njatuhin tangan di pangkal paha suamiku, kalo pas niat mau minta sesuatu…….tapi pake gaya ’sok cool, kek ga nyadar!’………hmmmm always nyenengin menyeh22in suami……….berasa kek jagoan neon!)

What does everybody like females for? They are so nice, sweet, kind, charming and whatever. But if she treats you kindly, it doesn’t mean a woman is weak. Women can’t pretend to be as physically strong as men are, but the real power is in her mind. So woman’s working policy implies being nice and cunning, but never aggressive and pushy.

Women are so delicate and considerate. They feel people and very often know how to go round those plenty underwater reefs of male’s character, avoiding nervous and noisy scandals. She will never say or do a thing that can accidentally hurt someone; the exception is when she wants it to hurt. Women know even how to criticize a person with such charming a smile, so that a person will get the meaning of the words only later on.

The opinion that females can’t hold their tongues is wrong. Yes, they love chattering and gossiping, but always know what can be blabbed out, and what should be kept secret; they skillfully practice an art of never turning red at the sudden appearance of an object of gossips.

Females can be very successful, but they’re rarely boastful of their results. They don’t need anyone’s approval or admiration of their being so clever and professional – women are quiet assured in that without any other proofs.

A female never claims to leadership – she lets a man be a King. She’s gracious enough not to let him know who the prime-minister is. But that doesn’t mean she lies to a men all the time, she just conceals some secondary facts in order to save the balance. Women are sincere in everything they do. Even when she tells lies – and you can be sure it’s only for the better– she’s so sincere that she almost believes it herself.

Also women are much more faithful than men, they never cheat; but if they do – how can anyone blame them and tell a woman she was wrong? Women stays innocent and charming in her innocence till the very end. Lust, sins, and vices – a woman stays away from all these horrible things! Blame it all on men. In fact, mistakes are man’s privilege.

(wahahahaha GUBRAKKK drehhhh!!)

Who says that women are less proficient in exact sciences? Mathematics is too abstractive to interest a woman, but all females are professors in economics – they know how to count money, especially men’s. A female is always aware of man’s financial affairs. Women can even allow themselves being generous. A female is never out of money, because she always has a man to turn to.

(yuppp……..itu gunanya laki-laki kannn?……….kapan lagi bisa berasa kek pahlawan kesiangan! yihaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!)

It must be said, though, that even when men confine women by every conceivable form of customary restriction, women often find ways to get around them. When I read William Dalrymple’s painfully sad account of a marriage between an English soldier and a high-born Indian Muslim woman, White Mughals (a wonderful book and well worth reading), I was struck by the power wielded by female slaves. One might suppose that this group of women must be entirely powerless, but the conditions of upper-class Muslim life, that made it virtually impossible for men and women of equal rank to speak to each other directly, made female slaves in well-to-do households extremely valuable as go-betweens, particulary in the matter of negotiating marriages. Some of them ended up both rich and powerful.

And that leads me to another Pagliaism, one I think is truer, or at any rate less misleading, than the one with which I began this post: that women are the stronger sex from birth to death. That kind of strength, though, the kind shown by the Mughal slave women, the kind that triumphs over adversity through cunning, insight, and endurance, is a quality very different from the kind of sexual power that men like to ascribe to women.

Moral Catatan Harianku Selasa ini (jam 11.31 am) : So do you still think that men are more advantageous in this life?

Remember…………. a woman isn’t weak or incapable. She just is not fond of doing the work that should be done by men. Wahahahhahaha…..